From an early age I had a sense that something, somehow the most important thing, was missing or lost and life became in different ways the search for that which seemed lost. Then, eventually, through a series of awakenings that which had seemed lost came back into realisation. It was only then that I realised that it had in fact always been present and it was only because I had been there looking for it that it had ever seemed to be absent. This is the story of of that journey and what has been revealed through it as to the nature of the human condition, seeking, awakening and that which is awakened to; what can inadequately be described as the divine presence which manifests through everything and is our own true nature. It also describes how awakening is not so much the end of this journey as its beginning.