This book is an Esoteric interpretation of Swedenborg's theological writings written from a sinner's perspective as a personal spiritual memoir meant to impart guidance by example, and as a hands-on self-help book on how to birth the Divine Feminine Essence of Love within. The author traces the Divine back to its original source as Essential Love and Innocence, which begins in the body as a sensual feeling of love, and by the process of regeneration becomes the Word of God. Then, by sharing the Word of God it becomes a Heavenly Feeling of Love, a blissful union with the Divine within - Swedenborg's New Church. The New Church is a Life of Love without any pain, but it also has a two-fold purpose. For when the feeling of love from a sensual life experience has been transformed into the Heavenly Feeling of Love, and when done on a mass scale it manifests as the true purpose of the New Church, Swedenborg's New Jerusalem, a Visible Divine Essence, the Brotherhood of Mankind, a visible Heaven on Earth.