"Linda Sexton's beautiful book is a cry for health and sanity . . . It explains the way suicide blights families from generation to generation." --Erica Jong

After the agony of witnessing her mothers multiple--and ultimately successful--suicide attempts, Linda Gray Sexton, daughter of the acclaimed poet Anne Sexton, struggles with an engulfing undertow of depression. Here, with powerful, unsparing prose, Sexton conveys her urgent need to escape the legacy of suicide that consumed her family--a topic rarely explored, even today, in such poignant depth.

Linda Gray Sexton tries multiple times to kill herself--even though as a daughter, sister, wife, and most importantly, a mother, she knows the pain her act would cause. But unlike her mother's story, Linda's is ultimately one of triumph. Through the help of family, therapy, and medicine, she confronts deep-seated issues and curbs the haunting cycle of suicide she once seemed destined to inherit.

"This book looks into the workings of the suicidal mind in a way that isn't easily forgotten, raising provocative questions about how we approach and treat the severely mentally ill." --The New York Times Book Review

"With brutal honesty and total lack of self-pity or sentimentality, Linda Sexton has dared to explore a subject more taboo than almost any other: not only suicide, but what comes after, for its survivors. This is a book that will speak to anyone touched by the suicide of someone we knew or loved--as so many of us have been." --Joyce Maynard, New York Times bestselling author