A mother never believes she will precede her child in death. It is one of life's most painful experiences. Silvia Petretti takes a brave step to go beyond her own pain to recount the painful memories of her youngest son who she lost to suicide via drug overdose. You hear the story in both Silvia's and Mark's words through Mark's journal. It is Silvia's hope that her experience will help other mothers turn to God for the same strength that she received, so that they, too - despite everything - can continue to go on living.