Over the past few years Coleen's life has taken some extraordinary twists and turns, leaving her facing challenges she thought would destroy her. Now, for the first time, she reveals the real story behind her shock resignation from Loose Women and the truth behind the tabloid stories about her reason for leaving This Morning. Although she hid her heartache from the public, she has faced some devastating personal battles which she is describing here for the very first time. She also takes us inside the Celebrity Big Brother house and tells us what she really thinks of her fellow contestants, and shares the stories the cameras didn't show.

Coleen is known for opening up her heart, and each page of this book is imbued with raw emotional honesty. It's a powerful story of a woman who looked to the world as if she had it all but inside she was deeply unhappy, until she made a leap into the unknown and found herself again.