Gillian is an eighteen-year-old girl whose tastes are not the 'norm'. She constantly yearns for heaven (as she can remember being there) and the love of her friend who she met there. For many years she believes him to be Jesus Christ but whilst trying to find the answers to why she feels like she does, about life and the after life, she finds out that 'Jesus' is her spirit guide (guardian angel). With him she finds out the truth about her last life, which has so much bearing on the present.