At 26 years old, Kellie found herself living out her dream; married to her soulmate, and raising a beautiful daughter and son together in their home out in the country. 12 days before their third wedding anniversary, Kellie’s dream quickly turned into her worst nightmare when she lost her husband to a tragic car accident just a quarter of a mile from their home. She found herself questioning everything and had never experienced anything like this to put her faith to the test. Nothing had ever quite transformed her so completely.

In Behind My Smile, Kellie shares how she found hope where there seemed to be none and offers guidance for you to do the same. Whether you’re grieving a loved one, going through a divorce, or simply navigating a world that is nothing like how you expected it to be, you will find encouragement and truths to help walk through your valley.

This is not a book of solutions, how-tos, or cliches. It’s a raw, vulnerable, and honest journey through doubt, questions, and endless tears. It’s a reminder that God is our hope and comforter even when we can’t see or understand what He’s doing. There is redemption to be found and hope to be had.