Hello my name is Alison Laura Goodman; my pen name is Susan Janet Barker. I am a male to female transsexual. This is a true story of my transgender journey, from my panic stricken beginnings to the full confidence and happy end. I hope it is informative as well as a good read for all who are interested in the subject of transgender, cross-dressing and all related topics in between. My name is Alison Laura Goodman and this is my story This is the 2nd Edition of A Lonley Heart, A True Transgender Story by Susan Janet Barker.