It takes a little over eight minutes for the sun's light to reach us; it may have exploded seven minutes ago, you just don't know it yet. So what do you know for sure? Truth is more than illusive, it is an illusion. At bottom our lives are defined by our willingness to pretend, lest we drown in a constant crisis of faith. This is a story of a man, a church pastor, and his fall into such a crisis.