Outwardly successful with everything life could offer at her fingertips, Amelia holds a dark secret. She is responsible for the death of her sister. Like the author, she was raised in a cult and the psychological scars of her upbringing are evident from the very first page of this amazing and fascinating book. At times, irreverent; at times, belligerent and most of the time, unsure, self-deprecating and fearful, funny and sometimes tragic, Amelia's emotions and coping mechanisms, grew from a need to make sense of the world and of her past. This book is written for a diverse readership. It seeks to introduce God in a different light, for those who would seek to mock, denigrate, disbelieve or have merely - given up hope; for those who would never in a million years pick up a self-help book or a book on spirituality and for those who would laugh at 'new-ageism' or the traditional teachings of the Bible. Then there are those who know they don't need God; it also acknowledges and reflects their opinion fairly. The aim is to achieve an entertaining path down a controversial subject, which hopefully may answer or at the very least attempt to fulfil inquisitive minds.